Oct3:
I had a terrible breakdown.
Cried myself to sleep.
A controversy between my family and me.
I'm not writing here for you readers to pity me.
I didn't want anyone to know at first.
Not letting anything important out here either.
Thanks bear the only person I accidentally told.
It was horrible to even confide it to her.
My eyes were bloodshot and super puffy the next day.
Lucky no one ask about it,
probably I was too concentrated on reading the notes
before the exam starts.

I know last minute studying couldn't get me any good result.
But 'you ' should support me and encourage me to do my best,
not bringing me down.
I know i'm always doing last mintue studying
but your words stab my heart
and left a big wound that couldn't heal up.
I know they are just caring for me so they said those words.
But it is impossible not to feel hurt.
& the worst thing was a person I know for my whole life actually betrayed me.
She always does,
as I have expected but she lied to me.
I know she was lying but...

Okay I better stop writing anymore,
tears are already at the brim of my eyelids.

Labels: Please don't ask me to cheerup because I won't.

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