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1Month and 8Days
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 9:30 PM |
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Cp and I finally broke up.
Quarrelling the whole week definitely made the both of us sick and tired of this relationship.
We both still love each other but I guess we're just not meant to be together.
As the quarrelling was ongoing for a week, I cried for a week continuously.
However in a relationship, one party must not always be the one that's apologising for everything.
It takes two to understand each other.
Emily said I should calm myself down, set myself free and see what happens the next few days later.
We should both take a break from all the quarrellings and perhaps this will make us think better.
I know I shouldn't expect things from him as from his character he'll not initiate anything.
He always says my replies and words are disappointing but I'm just telling him how insecure I feel and the things I'm unhappy about.
I just want him to care more for me.
I just want him to spend more time with me.
I just want to know he still love me.
AM I EXPECTING TOO MUCH, tell me.
He doesn't acknowledge his mistakes and claims it's unfair that all the blame goes to him as everyone is siding me.
He just don't get why they are helping me instead of him, it's obvious there's something wrong if not why would they even side me?
Even at the last minute I tried salvaging this relationship but he's too stubborn to put down I know I can't do anything to a spilled milk, but Emily's word hit me hard.
She said I could wipe up the mess and our a new glass again.
But is it possible to start thins anew with him?
Just mentioning about him makes my eyes tear up, he hurt me really badly. Even worst than Joewei.
He was supposed to understand more than anyone yet I realise he know nothing about me.
It's so disappointing to know that we came such a long way to be together despite so many obstacle on the way.
Yet in the end it had to end this way.
I really love and miss the days I spent with him.
During olevel period, genting, biking, movies, doubledates, just spending time with him makes me happy and contented with everything.
BUT IT'S ALL OVER NOW.
After the breakup then he tells me he still love me.
Isn't it too late to tell me that when I thought he don't anymore.
Be friends.. I don't think we can still be like we used to be last time.
We have already crossed the line between friends and couple.
We won't get back the line ever again.
He still love me :(
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