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My fucked up life
Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 5:10 PM |
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Before I receive my results, they think I'll retain for sure.
Reminding everyday of my holidays to be prepared to retain.
Slowly I was so pessimistic about receiving my results.
The day finally came, my name was called out by Mr Ang.
I went over to sit, he was going to hand out my result slip.
My heart was thumping so hard that I thought I was going to faint soon.
When I went back to my seat, my hands were trembling while opening the Form A.
Alot people started calling out my name when they saw I got my result.
At that minute alot of things went through my mind, what if I fail and have to retain.
What if my results were too poor and I couldn't admit to all the courses even Nursing.
What if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if!
So many what if!
Then when I saw my result slip I was relieved.
- English Language: C6
- Combined Humanities: D7
- Mathematics: B3
- Additional Mathematics: B3
- Science(Physics/Chemistry): B3
- Principles Of Accounts: B3
- Chinese: C5
I was contented with my results as I had really low expectations on it, just below 20 and I'm happy.
Called my dad about it, at least I didn't retain so I sounded very happy on the phone call.
When he came back, he was like totally changed.
He said my results were really poor and all that.
Saying I was still happy about it when it's so lousy.
I was stunned by his words, previously he said as long as I get in a poly he'll be happy for me already.
Now what the fuck is this.
He's a freaking liar.
I HATE MY DAD, he even said I'm grounded for the whole entire week.
& this week was that fucking chalet that I have already paid.
TOTALLY FUCKING SCREWED.
I was so pissed that I cried 3days continuously :(
It was so bad that I felt like jumping down the window and end this stupid shit life of mine.
I was so foul-mouth this few days, my attitude suck like hell.
Quarrellings with Cp had to be also at that point of time.
It seems to me that I had nothing to live for in this world.
Our relationship was so horrible that everytime we go out,
we'll be quarrelling not even holding each other's hands.
We don't even seem like a couple.
It was already so frustrating for me and Cp had to be so sarcastic towards me.
He likes getting back at everything wrong thing I do.
Yet he doesn't admit it.
We both can't put down our pride and admit each others mistakes so the fight was very long.
Finally it was appeased.
SIGH I HAVE A SUPER FUCKED UP LIFE!
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