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No Happy Ending
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:59 AM |
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It's been a week since we broke up, at first I was numb about it.
Now reality starts to crumble down and hit me.
Everyday after work when in the 854 bus on the way home, I would be crying on the bus.
I just can't help it. Whenever I'm alone I just start to think of the past, last year.
Those happy memories that I thought would last forever.
Then tears just start to flow uncontrollably.
I wanna thank Don, Junyi and Nic for being there for me these few days.
Esp Don, he tries very hard to cheer me up.
Suddenly emo songs now seems to appeal more meaningful to me.
I used to hate listening to it, I just dislike it.
My Ipod have been repeating this song everyday.
Happy Ending By Mika.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
It's like describing how I'm feeling now.
I've insomnia these days plus my OT everyday till 9.
I just don't get enough sleep, coughing every night disturbs my sleep.
My sickness is not getting any better, in fact getting worst.
It affects my appetite.
Work is getting busier.
One thing I like about work is that I can talk on the phone while initing cards.
Today Nic called me after his school, he mentions about something and I started to cry at work.
Lucky I was sitting at the corner, device 104 where no one could see me.
Or else it'll be super embarassing.
I feel myself very useless for becoming like this for a person.
Everytime whenever I'm sad/angry/disappointed/piss since sec1, I know I can alway rely on him to tell.
Everytime when I fall, I know I have him to fall back on.
Everytime when I'm sad, I would call him up and pour out my thoughts to.
Everytime when I'm angry with other people, I know I can always talk to him whom will listen to my complaints.
Everytime when I'm disappointed, he will always remind me how lucky I am.
Everytime when I have problems, I know he'll help me to solve it.
I am just to dependent on him for 4 years, it's not easy to handle the fact that he's gone now.
Whenever I cry now, there's no one to cheer me up.
No matter how hard others try, I would still have the sadness in me inside.
I'm not independent anymore, I rely too much on him.
I know he'll always be there for me.
But now he's not even replying my ttexts, how depressing.
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