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One of my worst fucking day
Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 9:14 PM |
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I hate going to school now.
But I look forward on going to my CCAssss and have fun learning new things with my friends.
I'm lagging behind in studies wise.
All of my classmates have already started on tutorial 2 for every module,
while I haven't even start on tutorial1.
:(
I don't have the motivation to study.
I don't understand my lectures.
I HATE SCHOOL.
& some other issues with my class, not worth mentioning.
My family...
Something happened to my family yesterday.
Everyone's mood was freaking low.
I got scolded for nothing.
I don't want my sister to go study abroad, I know I'm being selfish for thinking this way:( But I seriously can't leave alone with my parents only, esp my dad.She has never been away from me more than 5days, 3years is freaking long.She has always been the one that listens to my complaints every night and the shoulder that I can always lean to cry on.I can't imagine myself without her:(All alone in a country with no one around her :( I'm very worried for her!What if she got bullied by her school people :(
While typing all this, my eyes are tearing up:(
I Y HER :(
I hate asking things from my dad.
I don't have Microsoft word in my laptop.
I need it for my assignments.
I FUCKING ASKED EVERYONE.
My lecturer, sec school friends, classmates, Bervin.
None of them had!
I didn't dare ask my sister because I know she is still feeling disappointed.
So my last resort was to call my dad to ask if he can help.
He freaking scolded me and says everything I've to rely on him.
DO I LOOK LIKE I WANNA CALL HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
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