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Personal Preference
Friday, October 01, 2010 @ 8:42 PM |
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When you told me you watched this drama till dawn,
I couldn't believe it so I went to watch it myself.
I've alot of feelings going through my mind now after watching Personal Preference.When I was watching the last few episodes,
I miss you,
I miss the times we spent together,
I miss taking care of you when you was sick,
I miss having you to accompany me everywhere,
I miss the times we spent at Genting,
I miss seeing you in school everyday,
I miss trusting my world to you,
I miss getting you jealous over other guys,
I miss talking on the phone about everything and anything with you,
lastly, I miss calling you Teddy.
No matter how many people used to warn me about you,
how I should not fall for you and to be cautious with my own feelings.
I didn't believe them because I know you best.
Remember your birthday card?
Don't ever forget about what I wrote on it!
Because I've never put in so much effort on doing something for a guy.
I know I was never myself whenever I'm with you.
Forgive me, but I just can't be.
I can't act normally around you.
I can't even breathe properly when you're around.
But the times I spent with you was the best days of my life.
I could never ask for more in life.
I just regret one thing, I didn't even get to spend a single Valentine's Day with you.
4years isn't short, I can't just forget you in a blink of an eye.
It's even harder than I've expected because until now I still can't.
Furthermore it's already more than half a year.
& I still kept the pictures we took together in my iPod.
In the last episode of the drama, the scene where Jinho was sick and he told Inhee to go home.JH: Even if you're with me, there's no room in my thoughts for me to see you. And the reason I'm sick right now, might also be because of my heart that's unable to see anyone else.
I could relate to what Jinho said, I'll be lying if I said no one approached me in nyp.
They did but they just don't seem as perfect as compared to you.
My heart is just unable to see anyone else besides you.
I must admit I was doing quite well,
but my feelings trembled when you started talking to me again.
You left me wanting for more and then as usual you disappeared.
I pray everyday that I'll be able to find a better guy.
I wanna thank bff and fizzy for being so supportive of me.
& Nicholas who keep trying to set me up on dates.
You was my teenage dream :)
Labels: I can't let go., No playboy
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