Depressed on Reality?

I'm a little sad and depressed since September started. One of my worst holidays ever that its emptiness is killing me. Reality and the truth finally hit me after almost a year of denying the damages and disappointment I've done to myself.

In a pit-hole of hell. No doubt.

There's nothing I can do about it. But only learning to accept the truth and myself. In this world, everyone judges, even me, the biggest judge to myself. It's hard that everyone is busy with cptc, fyp and all that jazz while I rot and decay at home alone.

A depressing sight.

I need to find a hobby, a distraction to hide away my insecurities and fears. Moreover, I've yet to confess my sins to my parents. Or should I even lay open about it?

Sigh God J.C please give me a sign and lead me the right way. Amen.

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