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Bestfriend's Words
Saturday, February 16, 2013 @ 4:00 AM |
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Had a talk with Fiz because of some recent unfortunate
events that happened, I had to sought help and needed advises from him, a guy's
point of view.
In reality, I've always had problems talking to guys
irl and have had barely any guys that I can talk comfortably with. HAHA if you
observe me, but seriously it'll be creepy if people really do. I can’t even
have eye contacts while holding a conversation with a guy….that just show how
awkward I can get.
Anywayyyyyy I was just telling him about my problems
and how I am such an awkward person when it comes to guys. He told me yeah he
knows, I was like “whaaaaaaaat! You’re supposed to lie and say no” And he
retaliated with "Best friends tell the truth. That's why we are best
friends hahahha"
Awwwwwwwwwww :’)
All of a sudden he asked if it was a time to change and told me to woman up and face my fears!
& it just struck me at that moment to be more bold and friendly to everyone
around me, to spread happiness with my laughter and brighten their days with my
smiles.
I need to learn how to deal with this kinda problems
and not always use the easy way out by avoiding and ignoring people that show
affections towards me.
I need to be myself like how I am when I hang out with
my friends because that is the real comfortable and happy bubbly person I am.
Not some weird introvert!
BUT I NEED TO RANT! How can someone ask if he/she can
work out with you when both of you just know each other in less than 3days?!
Yeah I do believe in love at first sight however there is just no chemistry
between one another. You have no idea how burdensome I felt when he told me he was
at my house’s downstairs with a bouquet of bears. Kept apologizing as I felt
guilty for letting him on but I sincerely swear that I didn’t. I even stated
clear that I don’t want him to get the wrong idea. He’s a nice and friendly guy
to be friends with. But I’m not ready to mingle with guys yet so I hope he
understands. Sigh I really wholeheartedly hopes that he do L
A real life example why I do not wanna mingle with guys because I get toiled
into so much shit and I have no idea how to handle and clean up the mess that I’ve
made.
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